This way You’s a bad seed, call you Nick Cave I’ve been sundowning since midday I never miss shots, like Chris K. It's a big play I said okay The year's flying by with the slow days There's nothing you can add, you’re so lame I'm screaming "black lives matter" till I'm cold slain It's a no brain..er Tougher than I look, though the clutter isn't good Getting rougher with the hooks, got another in the books B-B-Buffer 'till I cook, you'll be stuttering and shook Used to love her like I should; Fragile suffer, balsa wood Catch me if you can; Want to test me? Study that Now you're dead meat, I'm the man in the backseat of the van I'm a heavy Thundercat, full of envy for the mad Give me any sudden plan, it'll get me feeling sad Livin’ life stuck inside flawed bodies Payin’ fines for the crimes we copy I cut my teeth like I’m a depressed diphyodont You can say I walk the psycho path if you want McDonald's Sprite, I'm crispy I'm on Tempo, like Missy I've never been afraid to die, so don't you ever diss me Yeah, if you swing, don't miss me, I'll take us both out, sissy The only time you throw shade is when your glasses get misty Quarantine's got me feeling Like nothing's really real, and Slipping away into darkness is looking quite appealing Feel like a pig, I'm squealing Damaged, but can you heal it? Though life is giving me an awful hand, I guess I'll deal it I kept calling, but I guess you didn't hear I feel like it'd be better if I disappeared My voice turns into white noise in your ears, Even though I've made my sorrow crystal clear Life is pretty taxing, it's been a fiscal year Failure hangs overhead, it's my biggest fear I’m where he wanted me to be, I guess he isn’t here If you weren’t a liar, you’d be at a different tier Livin’ life stuck inside flawed bodies Payin’ fines for the crimes we copy I cut my teeth like I’m a depressed diphyodont You can say I walk the psycho path if you want

I am a loathsome person, trapped in this lonesome world My mind is hazy. I’m not lazy, I just have no purpose I’m like a filthy carpet waiting to be unfurled Used to be needed, role depleted, now I’m just a burden It’s like we’re strangers now, but we used to be best friends It’s all the same. You had your game, but I’m an awful player Did everything I could to attempt to make amends But then you left, now I’m bereft, I feel like such a failure I’ve spent my whole life chasing fallacies Every moment is a different reality Guaranteed, you’ve not seen the last of me Rivers Cuomo When peace is violent, we will all face our fears As we attempt to fill in all this empty space My screams are silent when they enter your ears Because I know you never cared in the first place Shine like a diamond, see your face in your tears Then we’ll sit together and watch the world erase Changing the climate of the next couple years Will do nothing but put us all at an arms race Wish I could leave this place, I Can’t look to you for help My head’s an empty space, I’d Like to be someone else But there’s a shard in my heart, I reached the end at the start My life is falling apart I’ve spent my whole life chasing fallacies Every moment is a different reality Guaranteed, you’ve not seen the last of me Never solo When peace is violent, we will all face our fears As we attempt to fill in all this empty space My screams are silent when they enter your ears Because I know you never cared in the first place Shine like a diamond, see your face in your tears Then we’ll sit together and watch the world erase Changing the climate of the next couple years Will do nothing but put us all at an arms race When peace is violent My screams are silent When peace is violent My screams are silent

I know things look dark now, But the light will shine again with time Just look where we are now, And there’s not much more that’s left to climb The future’s obscure; Everyone’s unsure If things can still go back to normal But just rest assured, it's going upward And, in the end, we're all immortal Don’t cry, it’s fine Take my hand, it’ll be alright This bind called life Will not cast you aside Cause everything will be alright, it’s Another mountain to be conquered I’ll be here, by your side, as we walk Along the path towards moving onward What happened in the past will stay there, We all know that it can't be altered, But pain is only temporary Eventually, it moves onward [Glass Heart] I wanna be with you in the end But, if I don't get to, is it the end? Will the fear of the unknown do me in, Or do I crave the adrenaline? I gotta move on at the speed of sound And get my feet on solid ground I'm gonna be alright on the other side I gotta get back into the fight Cause everything will be alright, it’s Another mountain to be conquered I’ll be here, by your side, as we walk Along the path towards moving onward What happened in the past will stay there, We all know that it can't be altered, But pain is only temporary Eventually, it moves onward [Glass Heart] Don’t cry, it’s fine Take my hand, it’ll be alright This bind called life Will not cast you aside [back to me] I know things look dark now, But the light will shine again with time Just look where we are now, And there’s not much more that’s left to climb Cause everything will be alright, it’s Another mountain to be conquered I’ll be here, by your side, as we walk Along the path towards moving onward What happened in the past will stay there, We all know that it can't be altered, But pain is only temporary Eventually, it moves onward

What's happening? Every day, something new starts unraveling Those who were meant to protect are damaging Fire spreading all around, it's maddening Is it too late? It's been getting hotter with every new day The colors are fading, turning into gray You won't change their minds no matter what you say Things have been so hateful ever Since the love fell out What we thought was Heaven-sent Is making us Hell-bound I've never felt less free now, The way it talks to me now I turn on my TV now And pain is all I see now [Kid Ruby] Every day a new day, Just another mistake To be made, and is made, By the human race What can I say other than "Lord, help"? Goin' in again, history repeats itself Hand in the dirt, I can feel the earth crying Eyes on a screen, innocents (scream) Up in the flames, can it be saved? Our skin will never grow back the same Hope and I pray to see the day that we can reach enlightenment Stuffin' your prejudice way to the bottom, Cannot be hidden, no, when you start talkin' Unlock your eyes I'm grimace, you menace, what gives you the right Open your mind, doesn't hurt to try Killin' my sisters and brothers Doin' the same to our Mother (gasp) We need the oxygen! What's happening? [back to me] Midnight's never been so dark I know you feel it, too Flooding outside with no ark How do we deal with you?

Everything has been feeling so absent Feels like I'm coming to the end of the road Visual acid, eggs in one basket Looks like I'm headed towards the end of the road There's nothing else that I can do I don't know what to say to you Been seeing red out of the blue I wish that I could start anew I feel like I'm falling down, and yet I haven't moved at all Every time I rise, it seems like Something else must always fall Losing all my battles, so I guess I'm just too weak to brawl Barriers of fear so large, My will to carry on is small No base in sight, so there's no high notes Yeah, this feeling ain't unusual How can I love myself if I know That the feeling isn't mutual? I've been walking in the darkness lately Feels like something is about to take me But don't worry, I've already made peace I'm just waiting for the void to claim me This door leads nowhere, I might open it It’s the end of the road and I feel fine The wall in front of me is closing in It’s the end of the road and I feel fine

Make me feel so awful and then blame me. Give me credit, dude Putting up with your drama for so long wasn't ever cool Tell me that I’m not important, I know that I’m dead to you You'll just sweep it under the rug, I might as well get the broom Today's the day that I save myself, maybe And rid my soul of the pain I've felt lately Yeah, there are days when I may find help draining, But I know that better days might shelf raining I'm healing, like a bandage Having a ball, like Madden Serve me the alley oop and I'll dunk on the industry Tune in and see what happens I'm bout to write a classic And, when I die, my name won't be forgotten instantly Make me feel so awful and then blame me. Give me credit, dude Putting up with your drama for so long wasn't ever cool Tell me that I’m not important, I know that I’m dead to you You'll just sweep it under the rug, I might as well get the broom [Spookshow] you all up on the gram, talk shit you a keyboard warrior, i don’t take lip tho pull up to your set and ima show you what it is, cause you can’t back it up, you a no show you wanna play games with me, no control, but you can’t respawn in real life bro so you better quit playing games with your life ‘fore i show you how we do it back home like uh go ahead and get the broom, sweep me under the rug like a dirty ass room then i run up on your ass like *ZOOM* (SONIC) you won’t even know what hit you smoking chronic, in a Mazda, drinking toxic, no comment bitch i’m one at the function and i’m bout to get it poppin you’d think that i’m goin stupid in this bitch the way i lost it but i’m drippin in your girl’s kitchen like a fucking faucet yeah i’m trippin off a tab, thinkin i just shoulda tossed it and i’m dropping cash on shit, but i don’t care what it’s cost me (like uh) rollin gas, so fat, in the cut it’ll blow your mind but you can’t hit that shit, it’s mine fuckin with me, you wastin time (WHAT) ima stack my dough but i’ll run up on your ass like a track meet tho (WHAT) coming at my crew? you gon’ die motherfucker, don’t test me bro when the last time you cried? have you ever seen yo best friend die? some people in my life want a slice of my pie but they don’t wanna do what it takes to cut it man i get so high, feelin like i’m on a summit play the track one time, man i think i need to run it my homies, they taught me to better myself otherwise i’d be underground dwelling in hell [back to me] Make me feel so awful and then blame me. Give me credit, dude Putting up with your drama for so long wasn't ever cool Tell me that I’m not important, I know that I’m dead to you You'll just sweep it under the rug, I might as well get the broom

I'm scoring with awful grades And I'm trying to come back to my senses My glasses turn into shades Every time the slightest warmth hits the lenses I’m going nowhere fast. Not sure how long I’ll last But, in the end, that doesn’t matter to me I know there’s something wrong, but, if it takes too long To figure out, I guess I’ll just wait and see I’m feeling out of place every day But that’s alright Although I never know what to say It’ll be fine And I feel out of place all the time Don’t know what’s wrong But I know that I’ll be fine if I Try to stay calm [Amethyst] I’m so lost in my head that I’m talking to dead relatives And I’m locked in the restroom, gotta pop my meds again Bastard at birth, I’m a bitch in life My dad is a jerk, I just wish that I’d- Nevermind, let’s just say that I’m bound to hate ‘Cause all of my life it’s like I’ve been out of place I remember back when I used to count the days How far away until I graduate? ‘Cause I don’t even wanna see their faces TBH, they can all meet their makers Where’s a loner to go - I’m always outty lookin in Sunk to my lowest cause I just couldn’t swim But I came back, Jason (cha cha) Voorhees Don’t need counselors when I spit chlorine Y’all bore me (ha ha) I don't need you to live All I need's some beats and keep to killing this shit It's been real [back to me] I’m feeling out of place every day But that’s alright Although I never know what to say It’ll be fine I’m feeling out of place every day But that’s alright Although I never know what to say It’ll be fine I’m feeling out of place every day But that’s alright Although I never know what to say It’ll be fine I’m feeling out of place every day But that’s alright Although I never know what to say It’ll be fine I'm more scared than ever now, but honestly I didn't think I'd live this long Although darkness screams at me constantly, I'll do my best to remain strong I’m feeling out of place every day But that’s alright Although I never know what to say It’ll be fine And I feel out of place all the time Don’t know what’s wrong But I know that I’ll be fine if I Try to stay calm

I wish that I could be the one you needed New Game+ my heartbreak after it's completed The way I am leaves me feeling defeated If I change my ways, then hopefully you'll see it Wish I had the chance to go back And tell myself I'd be fine The way I am now, I know that I'm not worthy of your time All I can hope is that I help You feel happy in your life So I will try to make myself Look better to your eyes Everything I am is because of you Everything I am changed because of you You made a demon out of a saint I gave myself a new coat of paint But was it ever enough for you? No, it was never enough, it's true Spent time revising every complaint All older versions, I'll unacquaint But it still won't be enough for you I guess I'm not me enough, it's true

The voices say they got allowed In by a small amount I hear the way you talk about Me when I’m not around I wish I could've read the signs, They had such weird designs And, as my confidence declines, You've been blurring the lines Keeping you here was a hopeless endeavor Found out the hard way that nothing’s forever Thought we’d be “always”, but you told me “never” You nail deception, I guess I’m not clever In my circle of friends, you were an oval Tell me to stay silent, but I’m too vocal You’re a plain old diamond, and I’m an opal Weigh our friendship down ‘til it’s immobile Part of me wishes things could have been different, But it wasn't, and now you've lost me I just won't have it; My back's turned, you'll stab it So look both ways before you cross me I can't believe you spent so much of my life By your side; All this time, I was blind to all the problems Trash me when I'm not there, so now it's over Take it slower, loose my shoulders, send a joker back to Gotham Things changed since we stopped having to walk those halls Raised my walls, missed your calls, friendship falls like it's Autumn But, to be honest, I'm better off alone, So just go on your own, let me grow, let me blossom Someone I just No longer trust You’re left to rust Collecting dust Someone I just No longer trust You’re left to rust Collecting dust Before I set aside A portion of my life I need to know if I Won’t be wasting my time You're preaching to the choir now, But can you practice what you preach? And I thought I was the only one That had difficulty with speech Use me to move yourself along, And then you leave me, you're a leach Hurt people that defend themselves, What kind of lesson is that to teach? Someone I just No longer trust You’re left to rust Collecting dust Someone I just No longer trust You’re left to rust Collecting dust